Omg sorry again. I'm currently at my uncle's house. His @ church now so yeah. I wanted to stop using com at 10 but now its a few minutes to 11 le. Haizz i hate the way the com makes me study lesser. I just hate studying. Don't know why i have the thought of committing suicide every now and then. Yesterday i studied the whole and stuff. Dinner was awesome. Going to tuition later and prolly gonna see him. I'm like so sad because i don't think he like me and stuff. Haizz. March one week hols are coming but i have lyk so many things so do. I should just go and die and upgrade to heaven. I bet there will be math class and gymnastics 3/more times a week since the compeition is coming. I think i won't be reserve anymore because one of the girl is not doing so well. And the teacher asked me to replace her onece when we're practising so yeah. I just hope god and help me out. I went to dance class on thursday and it was awesome. Not sure if my mother will let me go cause its kinda stress. Tomorrow after school have to go to what toa payoh stadium so support the finals of my school's netball team vs rgs. I hope they lose. jkjk. I'm so bored i think i'll just die. Loves,
Tuesday, March 1, 2011 {4:09 AM}
Hey guys i know its been a long long while but haiz, no ones reading so who cares. I'mm super duper sad now because i think the guy doesn't like me. I know its lame and stuff but this feeling doesn't feel good. I keyed in his name into Google and omg, his like an athlete lidatt can? He learned artistic gym (same as me ;) ) and is like super good in rugby and stuff. Omg? Haizz, he doesn't like me. Why does this always happen to me. God
Today was like hell. Went to school today with a painful stomach. I guessed i ate too much mentos in the morning. Oops ;O. I forgot to bring my Show and Tell picture and script. I had to do an Impromtu and stuff in front of my whole class. I was like shaking like an earthquake inside but i acted to clam. But everyone laughed at the dirty joke i said so i THINK it was okay. We had to run for our HHF today and it was okay, wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. I love huimin.
I wanted my mother to bring it for me to school but, i feel damm paiseh and didnt want her to be angry/trouble her/ get into trouble haha. Then Juliana said that i just act stomach pain (which i really was having) then can go home then no need to do.-.- lol, i wouldn't wanna miss lessons for such things. This is 60% of my CA marks i know, but it wouldn't be worthy enough. Anyways, im started to hate that bitch again. She sucks like hell can? SO proud, only start to act cute when we have something good you want. :) Gymnastics was okay. I'm starting to think that Bethanie doesn't like me because she keep saying me and stuff.
My sister is coming back today from Taiwan. Omg her new profile pic was like a fake model lidatt. Is not that shes too pretty or what, but it looked damm fake. Idk, the second pic looked quite okay. Now that she is coming back, i can't wear her clothes and sleep on her comfy bed anymore. ;( hahas. I think i should sleep early. I just passed my math like omg. My mother wasn't so angry surprisingly. Haizz, theres nothing much to say. My feelings are just damm mixed up right now. ;?(
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