I still can't believe today is the last day of the year, everything im saying is like bullshit.
I don't know if im making the right choices,going to a school that is ten marks above my score? Im in the last class while alot of my friends are in the first? Some of them even look down on me.
Nothing much happened. I make-up(ed) ytd and showed natasha and ginny the look. I think it's nice. The photo taken wasnt so good. I think im gonna put that for chinese new year. I haven bought any clothes yet. Only a dress which is not-so-nice. Ohya i wanna go ginny's mother shop to cut my hair but its $8 leyy.. my mother say kinda ex then she say she cut for me. I don't wanna let her cut because i've only been to the salon once in my life only. She worked in her brother's saloon last time btw. I wanna trim the ends of my hair a little bit and cut side fringe. Should i cut ? I don't know whether i'll like it. What if i don't? Im gonna look so ugly.
Im looking through the class's timetable and orientation thingy. Looks...hmmmm.
My timetable the chinese only like one lesson. I love chinese. It's like the only reason why im studying. :$
Haizz tonight going to my mother's friend's house to countdown. BLEHS, i don't even like them. They so kpkp. Hope things would get any better.
Smiles.
{1:00 AM}
HEHE. i don't have any good intro so let's get straight to the point. LOL
Haha i know this is totally epic but i put my alarm at 10.10am but i woke up at 7-8 plus because my nose got something.. then i continued to sleep. My alarm rang but i off(ed) it and slept till 12=.=/ After that my mother brought me to plmgs to give them back the form and said that we don't wanna come into the school already then i realised i forgot to bring one piece of paper. It's like the most important piece of paper and i forgot. Well, i didn't really forgot. I think i lost it. THATS EVEN WORSE. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Nvm then my mother fetched me to nex cause i was gonna meet yien, joyce and kerin there. I waited for quite a long while then they finally arrived. haha. Like FINALLY. Lol keeding. When i called they said 5 minutes reaching. After 5 mins i called again then they say another 5 minutes. And the ...yeah. So i bought sogurt and went to the rooftop to wait for them. It wasnt too long that they arrived and it was a little drizzling. We decided to lyk play first then we go eat.It was kinda fun. Or should i say soooo fun. We didn't take pictures because it was so wet. Play,play,play..
After we played finish we went downstairs de toilet to kinda change. Joyce and kerin went to buy towels while yi en and i went to the toilet to wait. Everyone was like staring at us when we came down because they was de 'Dry Area' Lols haha. Haha yi en and i waited in a cubicle. I chose the biggest cubicle haha. (the cubicle was for old people kind de) By the time they came, yi en and i have already changed and were dry..
We went to the yoguru stall to try free yogurt haha then we faster left. I went to the converse shop jn because i wanted to buy my school shoe. It's sooo cool. Natasha got it too. And she said she won't mind me buying it too.
Then we ate at this small stall in nex. Japanese de. NIceee.. joyce kinda put alot of the chilly powder into yien's soup and yi en was like nevermind nevermind the whole time.
Then blah blah blah i went home and saw my uncle. He bought the school books for me le. Now at home, after this gonna start to makeup and stuff.
Yong kiat created this new short form. --> LAL = laugh away loudly? seriously?
Ally posted this on fb. HAHA
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Ally and lynn going same school with me but they're at NA soo yeahh funny right?
Tuesday, December 28, 2010 {3:54 PM}
Wow. I think i got alot to type today.
Yesterday i woke up kinda late and after that went to the hospital to see my auntie cause she... nvm. Not serious anyways. Then i went home and my uncle came to bring me to plmgs to take the form. Cause that time we haven decide which school i wanted to go. Then my uncle wanted to talk to me about the schools outside cause when we're at home, my family will keep want me to go chij tp. wtfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff. Then we wanted to go nex but the parking queue was so damm long we had to change. We should have gone to nex because ginny,natasha and evelyn were there too. In the end, i decided to go to ij tp. But now... i kinda regret. I wanna go plmgs. :'( Am i making the right choice? I don't know. Plmgs seems like a better TO ME. But yeahh.. nothing can be changed naoo. Last night my mother told my sister and i that we had to wake up early tomorrow ( which is today) to go the the schools to do some stuff.
Today we woke at 11-12 plus haha and my mother was freaking pissed. We went to Kuo Chuan to let the principal sign the form and take the higher chinese form to tell chij tp that im eligible for HCL. They said we had to wait for the principal because he/she was having his/her lunch. But in the end the principal didn't sign. Another women did. She wasnt the principal or the vice-principal at all. -.- waste our time waiting. But we waited for less than 5 minutes so it's ohkay. :D hehe.
Then we went to Chij Toa Payoh to give the form and stuff and bought the clothes there. My uncle said that he can help me buy the books either from the secondhand shop or popular because there are always new books at the secondhand stall. :D BAAA . The clothes was like ...$144 !? But i think it's because i bought two sets of clothes sooo...yeah/
Then we went home lor. Till now we haven called plmgs to tell them we don't want them <--haha sounds like we're abandoning them or something. Wanted to go ginny's house today but shes like at her mothers place soo..cannot go.
When we reached home, my mother actually wanted to bring my sister and i to orchard to buy some stuff but i didnt want to so they went there themselves.
And haha I was in the kitchen jn and was taking diet cereal and was thinking of the song Speak Now- Taylor Swift and my maid came and on the radio and the exact same part was playing. haha what a coincident. Im prolly gonna start to study soon. I wanna be the best. I don't wanna be like last time.
I wanna make a difference this time. :D
Theres this guy on fb...haiz
This was the second time.
Strangers are sooo weird
kay i think thiss' about it. Byee :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDd
Monday, December 27, 2010 {7:49 PM}
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Yesterday right after i did the post Plmgs accepted me :D I was really wanting to go plmgs but then is like...i dont know. If i go Chij tp, I wouldn't like the gymnastics there. It's real real tough, and the studies there are like kinda good. If i go plmgs, the school wouldnt be as good but i can cut down 1 session of training compared to tp.
I really wanna die. Yesterday i went to iluma to watch Gulliver's Travel. Haha omg was so funny. He told everyone in lilipod that he was King of awesome and told them stories bout him. HAHA there was GAVATAR, and stuff. And he pretended that he was jack in titanic.
I also posted a status on fb asking you guys which school i should go to. At the end of the deadlin, 10 votes was for Chij tp and 5 were for plmgs. I know chij tp is a good school but ... it's tough you know. 3 times a week and 3 hours each session>? i really wanna die. I went to the school (tp) to let the teacher see me and i was lyk so shocked that it was so damm tough
i hope someday i can dance just like this girl in the picture.My uncle is coming over later to help out. I know it's lame. It's just 2 schools and i can't make up my mind. But im choosing my future, so yeah.
Going to city square de Yoguru later because I'VE JUST FINISHED THE CARD and im at the last stamp nao. That means i get a free yogurt. And i bet the auntie will gimme more.. HEHE. Went ytd and today,hahaha.Yesterday at iluma i tried berrylite too. It tastes not bad. Quite good but ...the person give like so little. Will tell you all which school i go probably tomorrow. Currently watching some videoss naoo.
Haha yesterday my whole family was in the room talking till 2 am. Haha was so funny that our jokes and be told till so late. I think i should start practising my make-up cause i just got the eye shadow pencil and i wanna try it out on different tones. hehe I dont know why im so tired. Haiz. im probably gonna buy yogurt naooooooooo.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
P.S i had a heart-to-heart conversation with hui min yesterday. So nice
Sunday, December 26, 2010 {9:52 PM}
Hey just came back :D Woke up at 9 plus cause have to go Plmgs to interview and gymnastics stuff. Had a piece of sandwhich. I don't know what happen to my mother sia. Shes like got PMS lidatt, get angry over everything. Like seriously, EVERYTHING. siao. Then my parents and my uncle and me (like duhh) went to the school. I don't want my parents to go because they didn't like the school and will give all those nasty comments. They're not even helping by going. Everything was done my uncle, not them. There were like a few people also wanted to appeal and i was terrified that i couldn't make it. They look smart, smarter than me.
When it was my turn to go for the interview, i can seriously tell you that i can actually felt the butterflies in my stomach. Haha this feeling is amazing
They teachers (only 2 fyi) seemed friendly. I didn't spoke in proper english. I was like panicking. And the teacher asked alot of I-DON'T-KNOW-HOW-TO-ANSWER-QUESTIONS. And i just blabbered away. And the worse part is, they asked me to sing a song, cause they knew i was in choir. My mind was totally blank. I know songs but when you suddenly ask me sing in front of two strangers, this just doesn't work. In the end, they saw me staring in to space and asked to sing the school song! LOL HAHA THIS IS EPIC
i sang like hell and i didn't know the lyrics cause everytime during national athem or school song that time, i would be at PA playing my phone. Then for the so called 'finale' they ask to to do a handstand and bridge. LOL i gotta say that their standards are so lan. ahha keeding. I really hope i can go to that school
After the interview, we went to Chij Toa Payoh to take to admission form cause im already accepted. We asked them if i got take higher chinese. They said that we must have this white form that acknowledged me to take HCL. LOL We had to go to hws and ask the people there.
The people tell us to write down our name and phone number and the teacher will call me. Went home and my uncle brought my brother and i to swensens to eat. HEHE SO DAMM NICE! Then went downstairs to eat YOGURU! The kind auntie was there also. She gave me more hehe.
Then here i am writing this. Haiz, shaytards haven post new video yet :(
Gtg byebye
{5:41 AM}
It'd the day after christmas :( Today i spent the whole day at home watching the tv. I think im obsessed with CSI soo much. ahhh tomorrow going to CHIJ Toa Payoh to get the form first then must go plmgs to let the teacher see me. I've already made up my mind le. I think im going to CHIJ Toa Payoh. I feel like killing myself but it's all for the better. My whole entire family wants me to go there.
And im craving for converse shoes too. Ahhh i feel like buying the new purple one. Natasha bought them too. It looks soo cool.
Freak, my father just scolded me for using computer. LOL please lor, my brother used it for like sooo long and i just came ley. Wth i haven even bought the books how you want me to FREAKING STUDY!? YOU WANT STUDY THEN STUDY YOURSELF LA
I've worked so hard this year. I really wanna break.
Saturday, December 25, 2010 {6:16 AM}
Hey! haha i cant believe its already Christmas. One years' gonna end and the another ones' coming. I really don't feel like going secondary school. Today i woke up late cause no one asked to me to go out neither did i had anything good to do. BAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Then i went to my mother's room to watch disney channel and mtv. Haha i think im obsessed with phineas and ferb (movie). High School Musical is first movie was super boring. I love the Christmas Phineas and ferb move. OMG SO NICE I WANNA WATCH AGAIN.Then i watched till the evening then we went out with my auntie's family to eat lor. This is pretty much what i do everyday including christmas. I thought 2512 was meant to be a fun day. Turns out to be so boring 0.0 ahha.
Btw, this is the eye shadow pencil i was excited about ytd. Tried it today a little bit. Kinda nice nice.
I downloaded some pics on my another com. Shall post it tomorrow. Btw, i uploaded some pics on fb.
Friday, December 24, 2010 {9:06 AM}
Heyyyyy guys :( Im feeling uper down right now. Stay tune till the end :)
Today morning woke up around 10.30 and went to my mother's cousin's house to see her baby. Omg shes like super smart and cute. haha i know all babies are. After playing for an hour or something, they came to our house to sitsit cause today my father's company holding a christmas eve party. LOL epic. I didn't stayed for the party because i was like going ginny's house to celebrate. Haha oh ya btw, paya lebar mgs acccepted me. Im like even more excited than i was ytd. I really wanna go plmgs. I went to ginny house with my sister and we bought chocolates over to their house. Haha when we reached there my friends were like 'WAH, SHE SO CHIO.' but one person damm fake. Dont wanna tell you :P then we played and talked a little bit and played. Yi xian took some nice photos and i took some after most of them left. Im prolly gonna post them tomorrow cause im currently using my sister's one, and i don't think she will allow me to use so long. At night, OMG this is epic! Ginny's parents invited SOOO MANY PEOPLE. the house aint that big eh. No offence ginny if you're seeing this. hehe. I also played with my sister's friends a little bit. OHYA! plmgs said that they wanna see my on monday to see what i can do lidatt. Haha honestly i am veryyyy nervous cause im afraid i would miss something or something. ahaha.
Around ten something we left cause seriously there were too many people. When i came home, there was this present from my father's company the person. She gave me eye-shadow pencil. I feel so loved right now just by thinking about it. hehe
But then my father said we need to talk about the school stuff. They all want me to go Chij toa payoh but i really really wanna go plmgs. My sister says that Chij tp is a better school for studies. But the point is, im learning artistic gym now, i dont wanna change to rhythmic. My mother keep saying it's better for me but i dont see a point why she keep dont understand that IM THE ONE WHO IS LEARNING. IM THE ONE WHO IS SUFFERING, DONT SAY LIKE YOU EATING PEANUTS SO EASY OHKAY!? I WANNA GO THERE TO FUFILL YOUR WISH, BUT sorry, i just cant.
I think im gonna upload the pics tomorrow. Merry christmas everyone. God Bless,hope jesus can lead me onto the right path. Loveyou guys so much. Muacks.
Wednesday, December 22, 2010 {10:13 PM}
They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.
Today, she's being willful again.
Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."
Him: "I don't have time that day."
Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need."
Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her!"
Him: "No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."
Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."
First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".
Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.
Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."
He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.
Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.
Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."
Him: "It's something very important."
She remains silent.
Him: "Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him: "I got to know a girl."
She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless.
Him: "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.
Him: "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."
She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him: "She loves me truly."
She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"
Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."
She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her: "...!"
He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.
He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket.
He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.
She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.
She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.
It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.
He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.
"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."
{9:30 PM}
HEY GUYS I'VE JUST BEEN ACCEPTED INTO CHIJ TOA PAYOH! JUST SEE MY PREVIOUS POST BA DOWN THERE BAA.
Hey guys i know its lame that i've started a new blog.But nevermind. Im not gonna start a tagboard because you know what happens when people i start getting haters. <---just fyi.
Nah lets just start.
Today i woke up like 7.30 because i had to go to the new secondary school. So sianzzz, i saw sean koh there but he didnt see me. LOL i guess his probably gonna be the limelight there. And im not being racist or what but there were alot of malays there. I dont know why but im just not comfortable when im around them. I went there just to take this stupid form and i reallyyy wanted to go home and sleep but my parents wanted to go for the school tour. I've already went for the school tour before -.-
i dont get the point why they must go and see around the school. is not like they're making a change!? neither are they studying in the school so seriously. How was your school like? Was it like mine? haha i really hope after you guys see this post and reply my question on either fb,msn or even by msging. :D im gonna start watching the shaytards.
Btw, for some of you who just might not know. I went to Kuo Chuan Presbytarian but i appealed for two other school. Paya lebar mgs and Chij Toa payoh.
I know this is side trak but i really wanna go to plmgs alot. :( God bless all of you! Byebye!
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